Before I had David, I had such a hard time believing that God could love me so unconditionally. It didn't fit in my mind that after every horrible thing I had done and God was watching me, He would still love me the same way He did before I had done any horrible thing. I always thought "Oh He must defiantly hate me now, I've totally messed up up this time and He's not taking me back."
When I found out I was carrying David I was scared and excited all at the same time. As time past and I began to show, it became more evident that I was really going to have a baby. I felt such a love for him and I hadn't even seen or met the little guy. After He was born I remember feeling so overwhelmed at times because I wouldn't know the reason for his cry and I would just hold him and in my arms and tell him everything would be alright. I can't imagine my little Bean (inside story, ill share latter) being able to do anything that would make me stop loving him.
I finally understand the love that God has for me. That love that it doesn't matter what horrible thing you do, He will ALWAYS love you...
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