not so innocent anymore...

as time goes by and david is growing i'm coming to realize he is aware of a lot of things he does... he knows what no means, he knows what he can't and can play with...but in the end he decides he wants to do those things anyways... this is the part in my life where i kinda start to freak out because he is SO cute and with those little hunny looking eyes melts me away and i just want to laugh at how cute he is when he does what he does... but at the same time i am fully aware i should be firm and consistant with him because if not he is going to grow up thinking all those things are just cute and funny... so with that said... i know i need to start being a little more...umm what's the word...strict? i don't know... but you get the picture... he's growing up. he's becoming aware of rights and wrongs and i as his mother need to start directing him on the right path...lol... i guess that just sounds so silly because he is only 1 but it's never to early to start :)

and here he is with his favorite tooth brush...

                                           

one whole year of life

it's been about 2 weeks since david turned one, so i'm just posting this now beacause i just got my internet back...anyways, it's still hard to believe that a year ago i was SCREAED TO DEATH about having a baby... lots has obviously changed since then...having david has for sure flipped my world upside right... oh how i love that little boy... in this past year we both have changed so much... david: the obvious, he is so big.. i still can't believe how fast time flys... he knows how to communicate VERY well all his needs and WANTS...he's walking but crawling most of the of the time...he loves to cuddle at night...he loves the outdoors... not ur tipical kid who likes to sit infront of the t.v. i'm not even sure he's ever even noticed it's there... he loves EVERYTHING electronic, but not to use...more like EXPLORE... none the less, i love him to death and am so grateful to have him in my life...now on to me... david had taught me so much... before him... i'm not gana lie, i was a chicken...for just about anything creapy or pooky or painful or different... since he came into my life i have had to be brave, something i'm not used to doing but i'm thankful for it. i don't make little things such a big deal anymore because he has taught me that i tend to so easily get caught up or lost in one thing and forget to look at the bigger picture... the more important things of life... this past year with david was one of the best years of my life... i enjoyed every second with him because i know he won't be little forever...he's only one...but boy does he come up with the silliest things... he cracks me up... cheers me up and makes me feel so bleesed to be his mommmy.

happy birthday chulo!

mommy love you... <3